Tiny May update- Things starting to turn around?

Well I finally had an ok month! Was a little overdue to say the least but I'm really hoping there's a lot more to come!

 

Last month

 And year to date........

Safe to say considering were 5 months into the year these are pretty horrendous results. Saying this my expected ev I'm more than happy with right now and it's only increasing. Volume wasn't great this month thanks to a pretty rough bout of food poisoning (I won't go into any detail)...

When bad regs try to needle me at the table for poor results I have one scene that always pops into my head :)

 

Maybe over the next couple of months I can climb a little closer to me expected value and we'll see if they start abusing me for ''running hot'' then :).

Just a real short post here as I'm a little busy/rushed at the moment but did't want to skip a months update! In the coming days I'll be posting about a cool new poker training website which I believe will interest a few of you and also be posting a few photos of the sick new apartment me and my flatmates will be moving into before the end of the month!

In the meantime don't forget to check out and sign up to pokernomads for any of you poker players who like to travel and get around (and lets face it, who doesn't?). 

 

 

Me again!- Turning to the dark side in search of a brighter future

Well it looks like the spin'n'gos may be getting a little bit fishier for the foreseeable future! 

Despite my initial rant about the introduction of pokerstars new format it would seem that these games are still beatable in the longrun for good players and currently games are soft enough that variance isn't enough to put me off!

So disregard my previous doomsday predictions and welcome in the era of the spin and go with me! Ive spent the last 5 weeks playing this new format exclusively and my expected results are more than good enough for me to happily make the switch from hypers. The simple fact of the matter is that these games are soft enough for us to make a very healthy expected return on investment and currently I'm enjoying a new challenge. One thing I really like about these games is that due to the deeper nature of the structure icm plays a less important role in comparison to hypers. ICM in the hypers basically dictates the stakes you will play up to and despite my confidence in my postflop game I feel this is what always hindered me climbing the stakes faster and basically making more money. Now that these games are deeper and we can take advantage of our postflop game to a bigger extent I feel very confident that I can improve my game and my winrate to a level I haven't seen before.

Im not even going to bother complaining about running bad any more as I realise most of you either don't care, don't understand or don't believe me :). These are my results since starting spins (with rakeback added just so it looks a little less underwhelming!).

And year to date.

I actually bricked a 240x spin at the 30s already so that was a shame! Would have made a nice little peak on my graph but hopefully next one I bink I can actually win!

Just a short update here for now. I missed my update last month so I didn't want to get into bad habits of missing posts and this is fairly big news for me to report too. Hypers were a lot of fun but poker evolves and despite my original horror post about these games I'm actually very happy with how things are beginning to shape out.

In other news training in the gym is still going very well, I'm still trying to fit in as many films as possible, my tattoo is very much in the works, I'm now listening to audio books whilst I play as opposed to reading outside of work hours and my flatmates and I are currently looking for a new place to live in the centre of the city! Next month when I'm feeling a little less lazy I'll go into a little more detail about some of those things but for now I need to get back to the tables! Rakeback isn't going to make itself!

February update! Chasing redline, watching movies, reading books (yes books) and general hermit living.

First things first! Poker! 

Not much change dollar wise so far! Unfortunately not a drastic change volume wise either! Pretty on/off month for me starting with a poor week due to illness then a poor week due to celebrating my 23rd birthday. Cant be too upset though as EV was good, I got plenty of study in whilst I wasn't grinding and I had a hell of a week celebrating my birthday with friends and family. Very happy with quality of study over the past 4 weeks and forever plugging those ICM errors (still a massive fish)! Close to break even post rakeback but it still hurts a little knowing I haven't actually made a penny from poker yet this year... Maybe I should have got a proper job after all.... Or maybe stars should just stop toying with me and give me a sodding break  :)

In other news I decided seeing as I spend so much time in the house I may as well make a little extra use of it. Two things I feel I have let slip a little over the past couple of years are reading and watching films. Haven't read more than a handful of books in the past few years and that is something I'm really not very proud of so starting this month I decided to at least consciously attempt to read a lot more. I've started reading 'Death by black hole' by Neill Degrasse Tyson as I'm a bit of a sucker for anything space related and am so far really enjoying doing so. Won't go into any real detail as I could babble on for hours but if there are any fellow space enthusiasts out there this book is a must have for relative noobs or newcomers to the concepts of quantum and astro physics such as travelling at the speed of light or relativity. 

Now 'watching films' to most 'normal' people wouldn't really seem a task worthy of special effort but I've always been a huge movie nerd and up until relatively recently have striven to constantly expand my inner movie catalogue. Basically I f***ing love watching films. I'll honestly watch absolutely anything but it really goes without saying that I appreciate much more movies that don't need to entirely rely on explosions, tits and ridiculous plot to keep their audience engaged (although on occasion these kinds of films really do hit the spot!). Since I've been slacking on the film watching front I've amassed quite a substantial 'to-see' list and I plan on watching at least 20 new/impressive films a month from now on.

So far this month I've had the pleasure of watching;

(Ratings as what I've given them on IMDB)

-JOE (6.5/10)

-ANTICHRIST (9/10)

-MUD (7/10)

-KORENGAL (6.510)

-ETERNAL SUNSHINE ON THE SPOTLESS MIND(5/10- Unfortunately I didn't particularly enjoy this one)

-APOCALYPSE NOW (9.5/10)

-MOON (8.5/10)

-SUPER 8 (8/10)

Id love to go into more individual depth about each of these as a number of them really do deserve it but I fear I may lose a number of my readers forever from lack of interest or general boredom :). I'm seriously considering starting a seperate film related blog in the near future. I'll keep you posted for anybody who is interested. 

Lastly but not least!  A good friend of mine has just set up a new website specialising in poker related travel. Basically the site covers absolutely everything from grind houses/tournament accommodation to casino reviews to mindset vacations with professional life coaches and everything in-between! 

Apart from all of the travel chat he's also working on a community where you'll get answers on all your poker/travel questions, meet other poker players worldwide, find poker houses and more.

Please take a look and any feedback I'll get straight back to my mate!

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Thanks again for stopping by and having a read! Good luck at the tables! 

Just a short January update!

Well its my first blog update of 2015 and I'm already late with it...... Some things never change!

Hopefully though my 2015 graph will!

Could have hoped for a better start results wise but my EV is an absolute peach so I'm expecting a turn around soon. Absolutely nada of any importance to report from January as I spent 100% of my time in the gym, playing poker, playing counterstrike and watching films! I might do a cheeky film post in the coming months as this is a real obsession of mine and I might actually be able to construct a slightly less boring update!

One interesting thing that came about this month is the decision to get my first tattoo. Im drawing very close to my 23rd birthday now and I've been a huge fan of tattoos for many years but am yet to go under the needle. I've spent the last couple of weeks trawling through what feels like hundreds of British and Dutch artists but I'm hoping I've found the dude for the job! 

This is the work of Dean Taylor from Nemesis Tattoo and I'm hoping he'll be interested in doing an interstellar inspired forearm piece for me. Ill keep you up to date with any news!

Next month I'll be visiting Amsterdam for a couple of days with some friends to celebrate my birthday so expect a trip report and some pictures once I'm back! 

Lastly I've decided to go and play the WCOAP (world championship of amateur poker) event in London at the end of March. Despite the buyins only ranging from 100 to 200 pounds the turnout is pretty impressive and the prize pool is worth a shot. Also I haven't played live poker in months so I'm quite excited to get the rub of the felt again, feel the chips running through my fingers and bust some donks face to face! If any of you british grinders reading this fancy meeting up for some drinks just hit me up on skype or drop a message on this post.

I think that's all for the time being! Back to the grind! Good luck all

Happy New Year! Well overdue update!

Quite often when the new year comes around we find ourselves inundated with the echoes of 'New year, new me', 'A fresh start' or other such clichéd rhetoric that by definition has little real meaning behind it. But the fact of the matter is that we all (including myself) like to believe that a new year is a new start and that anything that passed in the previous year (whether it be 6 months ago or 6 minutes ago) can be improved upon in one way or another(And granted, sometimes it is). The point I'm trying to make out of this slightly pessimistic intro is that for a poker player the turning of 2015 has a real quantifiable meaning to it, At the beginning of January pokerstars wipes the metaphorical slate of our accumulated vpps and we start a fresh. Basically this means I came to terms mid to late last year with the fact that Supernova Elite was out of my grasp (See figure 1a) but now with this fresh slate I have a whole 12 months to try and play enough games and accumulate enough points to make this epic milestone.

(Figure 1a)

This past year hasn't been bad at all though! Despite that slightly cynical first paragraph my years been one of the most successful of my life in many ways. Meeting new friends, travelling to new countries, spending time with my family, making a living from a hobby I picked up almost 8 years ago, moving in with close friends from home. I wouldn't swap a single one of these things to have hit SNE this last year. Sure you have to make sacrifices if you want to achieve something out of the ordinary and a little beyond the grasp of others but I hope (and believe) this year I can strike a balance between those just listed  and poker to achieve all this AND hit the target of SNE. I'm at risk of repeating myself too many times but the opportunity presented to me by pokerhaven is not one that comes around every day and although I've always felt money wasn't the be all and end all to my happiness I do want to reward them for having faith in me and generally putting up with me!

''Thanks guyz''

I haven't updated this page for a while and the reason being was that there honestly wasn't much to report! Last few months of 2014 were a mixture of grinding, illness, and not much in-between but I'm hoping I can revive this blog a little over the next few months with some slightly more interesting posts. I plan to do a fair bit of travelling this year with ambition to play a lot of the live circuit in the UK as well as a few European EPT events (Barcelona, Prague to name a couple) and also visit Curacao again. These trips alone should easily fill my monthly post but the road to SNE and if all else fails the road to the higher stakes should be an interesting one in itself. 

Anyway! I've had a few weeks off for Christmas and catching up with my family so I should get back to work now! I expect to be a little rusty this week so fingers crossed I don't smash my bankroll in the first day or two! A few people commented to me both in person and online over the past few weeks about my lack of updates and I really appreciate the fact that people have noticed! For any of you regular readers out there I'd like to say a big thank you and I wish you a happy new year!

Peace!